Saturday, 31 October 2009

nose update!!

ok, so i know how much you all like reading about my nose piercing escapade...well its looking a bit better today-still as red as hell, but at least the stud didnt either fall out overnight, or the hole didnt close up so much-with the stud in there-that it got stuck!
progress!ha i might do my tragus next:p

got the shock of my life when i woke up this morning...frgot my lovely flat now resembles a grotto, and awoke to fing myself staring at CHRISTMAS!!

happy halloween!

xxx

Friday, 30 October 2009

I dont even like christmas...

FACT!!
ok, bah humbug, but seriously, how can you not find the season of goodwill seriously depressing?i mean christmas is fab when ur little, and its exciting-i remember my fav bit was seeing if rudolph 'ate' the carrot i left out...

But now, as soon as it gets to august, christmas starts appearing in the background...at first its this little whisper, as it gets to september, you have more chance of buying a stocking than a pair of school shoes, and eventually you think its totally normal to go to tesco and come back with a tin of quality street, a bag of tangerines and a packet of mince pies...before the end of october!!
I mean, people, how can you forget halloween-incidently, is this(well, apart from valentines day), the most ridiculous mad eup holiday ever!!but i digress, and anyway, i love halloween.

Back to christmas..ok so the bulid up can be kinda fun, but if your family is anything like mine, its just the most depressing thing ever to be surrounded by people all desperately trying not to kill the other with a turkey baster.
And whats more boring than the queens speech?and who actually likes quality street?
And as soon as its over, everyone gets all depressed and miserable in the anti climax, and then you realise the presents you bankrupted yourself buying are now available for half the original price...if you are bold enough to brave the january sales.Think primark on a saturday afternoon, then multiply volume of people by about 500 and your almost there. One more xmas conundrum...why do people camp outside for the next sale?!?!

All the above are perfectly legitimate reasons as to why my house currently resembles a grotto, with enough fairy lights to induce a seizure, and a tree so tacky it hurts to look at!:p

merry christmas.
and yes, im perfectly aware its still october.

xxx

Ha! now thats a bit more like it!

think im a bit more with it today:) which always helps!i might even make it out of bed today!hmn what to wear today...ive been coverting this cute little grey dress for months, which a have on a 'one day loan'from my friend, so im thinking that shall make me happy:) and i may have to add a lot of bows. Today im going to funk my denim skirt up a bit, cnat decide wether to make it look all nautical, or wether to bow it up, also have the cutest patch of a deer, which i mite sew on...hmn decisions!
and thats how exciting my life is!
oh, and i might actually do some uni work today:)

xxx

Thursday, 29 October 2009

somehow i thought a nervous breakdown would be more glamorous than this!

Ok-im not taking the mick-read my other blog, but seriously, surely this conjours up images of sofa's, duvets, an endless supply of kinder beuonos and kettle chips, and the odd bottle of wine or six, whilst watching lots of daytime tv, and only leaving the comfort of your duvet for the odd toilet break. All in all, a break from life, and a rather relaxing one at that...this is the stuff daydreams are made of.FACT.
Having a nervous breakdown...not so much. Ok, so im kinda joking, but i do feel seriously at breaking point at the mo...and yesterday i got to the omg i am never leaving my house/bed again/cant cope sort of scenario.and it was very messy, involving a lot of snot and tears.And a couple of very worried friends.and a few phonecalls to various out of hours services. and i still feel a mess, and you know what-well if you want my advice, daytime tv is rubbish anyway, its a surefire way to get a one way ticket to springfields, and it just aint glamorous.
im not taking the piss.im just trying to see if theres a funny side to this.and i think im failing miserably.
FUNTIMES

xxx

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

arg!my nose!!

my nose!i look like rudolph!!why did i do this, why?!?!?!?!arg!!!!!and now its all gunky (yum) but ive been religiously cleaning it?!

WHY!!!!

:p

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

At least im having a good clothes day:)

lol, ok so its all a bit MEH, but today, am wearing my friends donated denim skirt(which i have major customisation plans for, involving buttons, patches and bows!),burgandy tights, a blue top and a stripy blue and white cardie:)this is prob the most sensible thing i have ever worn!must go find some mad jewellery, not quite right!

xxx

Meh

MEH...am all out of sorts today, need to sort my life out (or preferably, someone else tell me how to do this?!please!). Ive got so many big decisions to make and i dunno what to do.
ANd while we are at it , why are bloody boys sooo rubbish.like i said, meh.
Ok, so heres my ideal world scenario...juts humour me , ok? Im still 25, but im already a qualified physio, and I work in a hosp, but not in outpatients, in neuro or something. Ive got a lovely boyfriend(who, if he isnt Caleb from kings of leon, is at least either russian, or ginger.dont ask) and we live in a lovely house. Ive got a boxer dog called bailey, or maybe ruby, who i have just let out in to the orchard, where i keep my ponies, at the back of house. Im not rich, but im not poor, and im having a good time:)
Is it really that much to ask!!ok, daydream over, i could go on for hours. and to be fair, i HAVE got an amazing flat, which i love.
I just cant really understand how i managed to end up in cornwall, cos seriouslyits like a different country to where im from...south london lol.
its like i woke up one day and realised id missed about about 4 years of my life.
And i miss my best friend, who moved away, and all the mad adventures we got up to. Everyones changing and moving on, and its just reminding me ive wasted a big chunk of my life.
God, im in a good mood today, right?!:p

anyway, whats the famous last words donnie?...its alright tho...cos im having a good time!:P

suggestions on a postcard please

xxx